I woke up feeliing very sad. It just kept welling up inside of me. I felt the lack of appreciation that I had for some of the people close to me in my life. I felt so sad that I had not been more appreciative. Now it was so obvious to me. I saw all the abuse and hardships they had faced in their life.

I felt compassion for them. I felt bad that life had dealt them such hard blows. My niece had lost her brother, her mate and most recently her mother. This has got to be a heavy blow for anyone to face. You don't get over this much loss easily and really all you can do is mourn their passing. Their is no easy way out for the loss of a loved one.

Until recently, I had been quite self-absorbed. I mostly thought about myself and how things affected me, not how others were being affected. I seem to have had a shift lately where I think about others and their lives and not just my own. Ironically, thats what this blog is all about--get it. Its about getting the big awakening, the realization that the world is quite a cosmic place, full of magic, love, miracles--all kinds of good stuff.

I have yearned for this shift. I have been meditating for 37 years--twice daily. I had expected to get enlightened at least by 20 years. No such luck. Then an astrologer who I met since I moved to California told me that I would be enlightened in the next few years. I think its starting to happen. Ironically, the experience hasn't been what I thought it would be.

I thought it would be all about my happiness. Instead its been about appreciation of others and their struggles and unhappiness. There is a lot of suffering in the world and its even in my close family members. Yet some of these same people have found joy despite their suffering.

They have found that inner happiness that I had longed for. I realize that we are all saints. Some of us act more saintly than others but we all have a saintly potential. Seeing the good in others, thats the trick, but seems like we have to find it in ourself first. We have to feel our feelings, acknowledge our sadness when its there and just in general be sensitive. Joy comes when we can truly know sadness as well.

The ordinary world is full of suffering and pain. We can look for God and or the spiritual side, but it truly is in the seeking that we find and in death that we achieve immortality. I love all you people. Gary Liese

I see these ads above my blog for Migraine solutions and I find them annoying. I am willing to help anyone who has Migraines--for free. I hope this doesn't upset Blogstream, becase I know that they need advertisers and here I am offering something for free but anyway until they shut down my blog, I will continue to offer free help.

I am a psychic healer, and I have discovered that I have a knack for helping people with Migraines and luckily I don't need the money so I can give free help to those who need it. Apparently not may migraine sufferers read this blog or don't believe I can help them because nobody has asked for my help yet.

Please, believe, I have helped many people and at no charge, if you are reading this blog, contact me:

my email is: nermosthots@yahoo.com

I am a real person, I live in Sonoma, California. I'm retired, 68 years old and I have been married for 45 years. Gary LIese

I woke up this morning with a Christian song running through my mind which is not surprising since I was raised a Christian. The surprising thing is that it would occur at a time when I have lost my faith in God. I actually didn't realize how deeply this loss was until this morning when I was talking to my wife about deeper things.

It happened approximately 7 years ago or maybe longer. I was living a life that I thought would please God. Not a Christian life, I had given up on being a Christian long before that. I no longer felt that Christianity was my way. Anyway, I had tried everything to stay alive financially and this was not a bad time for our country, it seemed like it was just bad for me.

I felt abandoned by God even though at that time I was not able to admit that to myself. So, I asked my son Noel for help. He generously offered to let me come and live with him in California. I couldn't ask for a kinder more generous son. I went out there and after a few months my wife joined us and he rented a house for us.

Now, this morning, I realized how truly abandoned I felt, way back then. Obviously, I felt truly taken care of by Noel, and was even prouder of him than I already was, but God was a different story. Now, this morning, having gone through a very stressful 2 months, I woke up with a sunday school song running through my mind. I still didn't get it.

Then, after my meditation program, I finally got it. "Be still and know that I am God". Long ago, God was lonely, sitting up in heaven all by himself. He said to himself, "I am one, I will become many", (so I don't feel so lonely) and I am one of those many. And you are too.

We are all sparks of the divine fire. Inside, we are all infinite, we are all God. Obviously, sometimes we are not aware of it and we certainly don't always act like it, but, we are God. For most of us, most of the time, thats quite a stretch, but if we are still, very quiet, we will sometimes feel that greatness, that infiniteness, and feel reassured, that yes, we are God and we will no longer feel afraid or lonely. Happy searching to all of us. Gary Liese

I realize that there are many people out there who do not have migraines. Many could benefit from my healing ability. But, I have to start somewhere. Migraine headaches seem to be very susceptible to my work, so I decided to start with them.

I am perfectly willing to work with anything from sinus headaches to cancer, but I don't want to emphasize too broad of a list of possibilities at this point. Also, with other situations, it can take quite a bit of healing and even pastoral counseling to get to the bottom of your situation.

Thats not to say that I'm not willing to go the distance, I just want to keep it simple at first. Please feel free to contact me with just about anything, but remember I am specializing in Migraines at this time.

Love and blessings, Gary Liese nermosthots@yahoo.com May Creator bless you with great health and happiness

From the description I gave yesterday, you may have gotten the idea that I am doing Faith Healing. Faith Healing is based upon the faith of the person being healed. If their faith is strong enough, then they receive the energy that heals their illness or psychological problem or whatever has gone wrong in their body/mind.

In spiritual terms, if they believe that God can cure them, then She does. If they don't have enough faith they keep their problem, situation, illness or whatever you would describe it as.

The benefits that come from my program of prayer for the Migraine will happen automatically. You could be the most devout sceptic or atheist in the entire world and this program still works. The only requirement is that you accept the healing. You cannot sit there in defiance--thinking you aren't going to heal me. "I won't let you" and expect results.

You can negate this program by refusing to allow it to happen. Even our Creator is not going to do something that we won't accept. So receptivity is the only necessary part of this program. Devout skepticism along with willingness to receive is perfectly OK. You do not have to believe to receive. That is Faith Healing, but not a part of our program.

I welcome your feedback, questions, anything regarding this program. One of my life purpose goals is to end suffering in the world. This is one way that I have chosen to do it. It would be an honor and joy to do what I can. I am not expecting any payment for it at this time. After 21 days, if you feel its been helpful, a donation of any amount would be welcome.

Love and Blessings Gary Liese



Contact me at: nermosthots@yahoo.com

I am in the process of setting up a web site that will go into greater detail about my work and will have all the bells and whistles. In the meantime, I'm using this blog to get the ball rolling.